I am going to start a business selling the things I create. People have really been complementing the bracelets I've been making. I see the things online, even in some stores, and some expensive brands and I cannot help but feel I could make those things myself! So why not! and if I can get some revenue along the way, so be it! I am going to get one of my tech savvy friends to make my logo for me. I already have it,I just need someone to do it on Adobe Photoshop. I'll probably end up doing it myself though. I kinda worked with Adobe before. I just want a more skilled hand, you know.
Remember how I said there was promise of a...<3? Well, I went to grab a bite and was really nervous and shiz cause it was really the first time I'd gone somewhere alone with a guy my age who I was actually attracted to somehow. He had changed in the right ways. I mean physically (cause its not like I can deduce mental and ideological changes with just one meet up). He was taller, more toned, leaner, and boy was his face handsome. he picked me up, we talked, ate and then he dropped me back off. Now I'm thinking I should have asked him if he wanted to go to the park or something. But I was all smiles about the whole thing. I called my girlfriend and we squealed about it together. You are probably thinking "this girl is crazy. That's the basic hangout between friends" or even probably wasn't thinking about it like that. but i don't know... I've never dated someone before or even had a guy friend that I was close enough to hangout with alone, whether or not I was attracted to them before. And I do kinda like this boy (I dub him Soccer Hunk{ for he is a hunk who plays soccer}). I always found him attractive ever since my junior year. And then senior year we had a class together and he was seating in front of me. and i guess I kinda flirted unknowingly with him without knowledge that he had already been claimed by another girl. I used to right stuff on his back with my finger and he would try to figure them out. He was good at it. so one day I started writing "I like you" but chickened out last minute and turned the u into a "g" and then followed with "urt." If I hadn't done that there would have been so much gossip about me. How I was trying to break up a relationship I was not even aware of. (Learn a lesson from this guys, always be in the know. Don't live like an island like I did.) but all my happiness about this event can be either diminished or increased by the answer to one question: does he like me back? Ahhhhhh! scary. But I wont let history repeat itself; I will not do the shiz I did to the guy I had the hugest crush on so far. and I do mean huge and long in time span. the repercussions forever haunt me.
P.s. - I let him in on my Kpop infatuation. I don't think he really understands the depth of it, yet. I hope there's a yet even though we both go back to school soon. A girl can dream, can't she?
Yours dreamily,
-T.Y.B.
Remember how I said there was promise of a...<3? Well, I went to grab a bite and was really nervous and shiz cause it was really the first time I'd gone somewhere alone with a guy my age who I was actually attracted to somehow. He had changed in the right ways. I mean physically (cause its not like I can deduce mental and ideological changes with just one meet up). He was taller, more toned, leaner, and boy was his face handsome. he picked me up, we talked, ate and then he dropped me back off. Now I'm thinking I should have asked him if he wanted to go to the park or something. But I was all smiles about the whole thing. I called my girlfriend and we squealed about it together. You are probably thinking "this girl is crazy. That's the basic hangout between friends" or even probably wasn't thinking about it like that. but i don't know... I've never dated someone before or even had a guy friend that I was close enough to hangout with alone, whether or not I was attracted to them before. And I do kinda like this boy (I dub him Soccer Hunk{ for he is a hunk who plays soccer}). I always found him attractive ever since my junior year. And then senior year we had a class together and he was seating in front of me. and i guess I kinda flirted unknowingly with him without knowledge that he had already been claimed by another girl. I used to right stuff on his back with my finger and he would try to figure them out. He was good at it. so one day I started writing "I like you" but chickened out last minute and turned the u into a "g" and then followed with "urt." If I hadn't done that there would have been so much gossip about me. How I was trying to break up a relationship I was not even aware of. (Learn a lesson from this guys, always be in the know. Don't live like an island like I did.) but all my happiness about this event can be either diminished or increased by the answer to one question: does he like me back? Ahhhhhh! scary. But I wont let history repeat itself; I will not do the shiz I did to the guy I had the hugest crush on so far. and I do mean huge and long in time span. the repercussions forever haunt me.
P.s. - I let him in on my Kpop infatuation. I don't think he really understands the depth of it, yet. I hope there's a yet even though we both go back to school soon. A girl can dream, can't she?
Yours dreamily,
-T.Y.B.