The Young Bubble

Hey, so my sisters have both dated and had hardships and say I should get it outta the way. The earlier the better. But the thing is I'm not really interested in anybody right now and I don't think it's right to date someone whom I have no interest in. I will start exercising regularly! These thighs got to lose some size!!

I've been watching this for while now and if my blood got tested it would say I'm all shojo! I want to have a cute comfortable inter sexual relation ship with a sensible boy(man? Am I a woman or girl?!) I want make a big deal out of holding hands. I want to go for night walks. In fact I'm gonna make a list and put it online in the hopes that one day my potential significant other may find it: a road map to my hopelessly romantic heart and head. By the way I inadvertently lied to someone that I got married and decided to keep lying sort of as a joke. So if there is a Mat Chengsky out there, I'm sorry that I changed you relationship status. Lol my hopelessly romantic head just thought of "lie to me." Mat, if you do read this tell me if you are interested in being my Hyun Ki-Joon. Yours sleeplessly, TYB

I am going to the ASA Ball at the university of Maryland! Will be so much fun I hope! Yesterday I went it see Breaking Dawn part 2 yesterday. It was so much awesomenezz.! Alice's vision got me so riled up! I was ordering for people to be killed, or crying for someone's death. During the vision I was so irritated by Aro's brother. He kept on with his whining: "Brootheeeer....." I wish Aro would have released some of his anger on him! Then, Aro with his "hiiiiiiiiiiii!!!!" That was do creepy.. Like really, are you some crazy maenad? I was so happy when Bella was able to use her powers to protect her booboo and others from the evil Dakota. Then epic joy: Alice all in terminator mode after evil Dakota and evil Dakota was running fo her life. She knew she was done for. Lol, I am so morbid taking joy in others' death. But in my defense, they are evil vampires. Then the inception factor. I was kind of relieved that I was gonna get a happy ending! Anyw

I want to groooooooow..... BOOM! I left my charger at Caitlin's. For thanks giving I'm gonna give chocolates to people who gave positive influence to my life. I will plan, God please enable me to plan ahead for it. God pleas also enable me, so I finish all my home works on time and earn the maximum credits possible. Wish my facial skin would do as I wish. Night night world.

The mascot of my school has a shell. I have shells. I've met a great group of people who are wholly welcoming and seem genuinely interested in me as a person. I still have my foggy passive view on life and my shells are still weighing me down. I want to she'd them and get to know these people whom by Gods grace have come to surround me; I want to get to know everybody that surround me. I want to be genuinely interested and remember things about them and be free of heart with them but I always feel as if I am walking on egg shells. But later on when not in situ I realize that there were no egg shells, it was just my foggy view which caused me to refrain from talking. I want to shed the shells. No more tucking myself away. Yours willfully, TYB

Thank you, God.! I woke up with just enough time to get ready for school. Thank you, God

Omg I the concert was great awesome!!! I was in the same room as BIGBANG. I saw their faces in person!!! Instead of through a screen! 지용 씨 was the best!!! I loved his poem performance and then when he rapped it I was totally in love. Ahmuhluvmucheen right now!!! And T.O.P! He is so shy! Then Daesung, with his ah-dore-ableeee attempt at English. "I funny guy. Is my job." Lol and 태양 씨가 has more than one heart <3 <3 <3 <3. "I love you with all of my hearts!" So much love! Everything was so great. I spent a lot of mullah on this but it was worth it. But next time I will plan better and minimize costs like crazy. I will couch surf. I went with a friend and she is so nice and fair. A little bit too fair for my pockets but maybe it's just me who thinks as such. I mean I would not just accept all of someone's graciousness without reciprocating but I wouldn't split the cost with them that evenly! Do you think it's better to split evenly? Am

I woke up just in time! Only by God's grace! Need to go take that chem131 test! Gratefully yours, TYB

I've got a false house of steel and I'm still in you. ...I don't know why that thought just came to my head; but if it is from any unclean spirit or malevolent source, may it yield to God's will for me. In Jesus' name, Amen

Hey so today, was long but nothing extremely memorable happened. I just feel like this week is packed and the due date for everything is before Thursday. On Thursday I go to net jersey... For the BIGBANG concert!!!!!!!!!! So I need to crank it (productivity) up z couple if notched. I watched a Korean drama episode instead of studying or sleeping. Smh Yours aspiringly, TYB My physics homework; feel free to helo me do it. My crush lol, it's been a while since I read up on him. Myself, with war gear on my face, fighting the war against acne. So hard not to pick at face: any advice?

I always tend to feel empty and alone. I think it because I don't give enough of myself away. And being full of self means being devoid of others. I want to be a more giving person. This is my prayer for tonight. Yours prayerfully, TYB P.s. - my war gear, the fight against acne.

It's been a long time coming it about time I make my homecoming and stay here. I've been MIA for a long time and unplanned on returning. To start off? A whole bunch of pictures to make up toe MIA period.