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Inciting jealousy

So I have felt jealous about your platonic relationships. But I have also felt jealous about you and the opposite gender. I wager that a sexual dalliance  would have triggered more jealousy. Glad twas not the case. I think it might be important to say that me trying to trigger jealousy was not premeditated. I was calling you as I walked upstairs to my home. Thus, I was smiling in anticipation of you picking up. When I walked into my house and my mom and her manfriend thought the smile was intended for them. So as not to disappoint I didn't respond even when you picked up.  Your constant "Hello?"s  still pulling at the ends of my mouth. When I was able to respond my first thought was to make a joke. Its only after i finished and heard the angry tone in your statement aboutit not being funny that the jealousy thing came to mind. But perhaps it isn't ungrounded that I did that. I really like you. MOF I love you. I also trust you. But it doesn't escape me that yo