The Young Bubble

WHY Why why Do I feel like if I do this I'll hurt this one or do that and hurt that one and let it be so that one over there can feel like I take their advise to heart. what about what I like. what about what i feel. can i have it my way? is the only way i can have it my way if I do it myself? I've always never tried, never put effort into it because I knew if I did this is what I'd get. And it feels so damned aggravating and painful to be right. Yes, thank you for your effort. I asked for something simple but you thought this would be best. After seeing best I asked that it be scaled down to better, What I felt comfortable walking around in. But no I am ungrateful. I do not acknowledge effort. I chose these. THESE are the two things I have found and think would look good on me. "NO" my choices are torn to shreds. "no no too this... Not that, no... not... its nice, but... no... no... no no no. I know I make it hard to do but,... Stay bu

Dealing, its hard, when someone you love passes away. Other than the loss of a life loved, I am most displeased with how everyone expects those who loved a life lost to be walking representations of hardship, pain and depression. Dealing comes in all shapes and sizes. Its not always the one who cries a river that hurts the most and its not always the one who can't shed a tear who wished death upon them. This just goes to say that reactions to everything run the whole gamut, death included. When I lost my father I left the hospital room where his uninhabited body lay and walked around the hospital. To be honest I was waiting till the last minute praying my Daddy would be the twenty first century Lazarus.  TYB

So I have started watching Oh My Venus [even though I definitely shouldn't be anywhere near a drama right now]. And let me tell you it is the shiznits. First lil miss Shin Min-Ah up in this shindig. Then add a buff of So Ji-Sup. Lets not forget some onscreen chemistry... and you just made the best pretty buff drama I'm going to not only enjoy the antics of this drama, but I will also use Joo-Eun's transformation as motivation for my transformation. Along with my thoughts on I will track my waist and thigh measurements, face size and weight here on a weekly basis. For the face size, I'll just take a selfie everyday; not sharing those. Sorry, not sorry,  Date  Waist, thigh measurents  Weight (lb, Kg)  11/26/15: Today is turkey day...  148, 68 12/02/15 First kiss!! 캬ㅏㅏ!!!! 144.5, 67.8 TYB

So Daniel Henney is fine but he is so typecasted. I feel like he always plays  the same character: a foreign (read American) business man in an Asian  country. My Lovely Samsoon Seducing Mr. Perfect Shanghai calling I hope he plays a different character the next time I see him. He's good looking and all, but that too  can wear thin.

Too cocky too soon. I was riding down Hanover parkway towards Mandan road listening to "that girl is on fire", being all cocky, trying to show off how cool I was to the cars that passed by or had to drive behind me.  I successfully showed off on Hanover parkway. Mandan road however,  was a different story.  As I pedaled very quickly trying to live up to my ego and past the expectations of my unwilling audience I noticed that my bike and I were quickly heading toward an unsavory end. In those fractile seconds I calculated the potential injuries that may arise were my bike and I to meet the fate that was the butimen covered streets together and how bone and iron would play several games of tensile strength and came to the conclusion that I'd rather they did not play thus. My hands let go and my feet pushed off and I... I let God. Without its two legged pilot, my two wheeled vehicle skidded on its side as I was catapulted a car's length ahead. Alas my audience was ente

15510 - Divorce lawyer in love - Ep 7 ending- how come all these single ladies know how to tie ties. (If I was a guy, I'd feel weird if my girlfriend knew how to do it before she met me because I'd think she's done it for some other guy!) TYB

Hey bubblies! I had some time on my hands, so I made a meme about a really really pretty boy: I think this one was too long. while I was at it I decide why not make more. I'll stop. I think I'm running out of creative juices. Anyways, I hope that made you smile a bit. Scratch that here are some existing memes that had me snickering up a storm... As always, stay bubbly! TYB

Hey bubblies! I give so much advice that I don't take. Take today for instance: I arrive at 한글날 around the time its ending. I tell people to make friends but I do not. Its so sad because I could technically have lots of Korean acquaintances. But I keep thinking I do not want to come off as an infatuated person, or a korea-boo as its now called. Especially guy Koreans. Because I am biased towards Korean guys. Its not that I'll fall head over hills in love with them but just that I'll be physically attracted to them. And i hate it when my feelings and emotions are betrayed before I wish for them to be. And then with girls its hard to approach those that are already all cliquey,Korean or otherwise. Girls are scary. I feel as if after our interaction ill be the butt of their jokes forever and ever.  And finally maybe my interest is an infatuation and I don't want to feed it. Or maybe I'm just afraid of rejection and I want to aviod rejection by not asking in the f

The way I've lead my life leaves me wanting so much more. For example the last 8 years of my life could have been so much more active, or so much productive, so much more aspiring, so much more of so much more... I could have set goals for myself experimented in more ways life, love, art and faith. In my life I could have been childlike, I could asked the questions I longed to ask save for fear that if I ask them it would seem as if I was rejecting God, rejecting religion. But that's just a part of what I could have done that is so much more. I could have been so much more. I can still be so much more. the entirety of the rest of my life lies  before me. The words that I say, every one of them, a new beginning. The much more that I desire, it's within my grasp. The questions I want to ask, God's ears are open I only need ask; I only need to look forward and test the waters by doing more; to producing more and to be more active. The entirety of existence has not end

안녕 버블리스 난 몰라지만 극적인이에요. 그런데도 요즘 약한 사람 같아요. 늦게 일어나고 좀 운동도 하면 피곤해요. 오늘 사서함에 역을 받았어요. 약을 먹어서 기분이 낫으면 좋겠다. 지금 먹을까. 버브리 계속 해! ㅌㅇㅂ

Yo bubblies, I just saw a movie trailer that I think I want to watch: The Duff. Here's the trailer: A duff is a designated ugly fat friend. I think I might be the designated ugly fat friend of my friend group: frumpiest of them all, low self esteem but high standards type of girl. lolz Anyways, I want to watch this movie. As of now (15123) this is what I think of it. For the first time, I can agree with the movie plot that the girl isn't the prettiest. I mean the girl is not ugly. What I mean by this is that she seems to have normal ( my proportions) and in comparison to her friends and the her ever hateful queen bee, lets just say she wouldn't be scouted by modeling agencies. I think her man interest already had a crush on her from their childhood and he missed her since she was always withher gal pals. That's the one reason the whole thing happened with him telling her shes a duff. Maybe my logic is flawed. IDK tell me your theories. The mean girl