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The beginning of a new end approaches.

I'm afraid it will be truly over but at the same time limbo is painful. Take a risk. Late is better than never.  Or lets make it a clean severance. It hurts to start being okay and then to see you. Maybe a couple of months.
You want a net. No net. Just jump. Stop gathering info. Just jump. For somethings, gather info. For some things, take the info available and take a risk.
Telling me you regret not doing X... what do you want me to say? What are you fishing for?
"Aww really? I'll count this as X." "I wish you did X" 

I  let you know that very same day and was met with "if you change your mind let me know"

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