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Verified Sighting

Hey Bubbles,

So that familiar feeling I mentioned in "To see or not to see",  well it was dead on point.  I did see someone I would rather not have seen. I know that for sure becuase I saw them again today; had my glasses on we had parallel although opposite paths; and the bookbag was the same bookbag that I saw riding on the bike rider's back [I like weird looking bookbags].

But Zayum, why?!

Now that I have resolved certain privacy issues I feel more at ease discussing this unwarranted appearance before the existence that is currently my life.

So I saw a familiar face that I thought was long gone. I wanted to verify weather or not it was a similar face or that familiar face so I sought the current occupation of that person and clicked a link to LinkedIn. Now at this pont it ran through my head that I may be logged in to LinkedIn and if so this person would know that I visited their profile (I know this sounds stalker-ish, but hear me out).
For some dumb reason I let the page load and then deleted the tab before gathering the info that I sought out. So now that person knows or will know that I checked their profile out  but I didnt know whether it was them I saw or not.

Anyways I saw them today and now I know.

But the biggest question here is what changes in my life whether they are here or not; why did I care so much as to inquire from the interwebs about this person?

Why do I care that they'll see the email from LinkedIn that says "[I] viewed your  profile"?

Why did I change my name and EVEN FIND OUT THAT YOU CAN CHANGE YOUR PRIVACY SETTINGS ON LINKED SO PEOPLE ONLY SEE THAT SOMEONE IN SO AND SO NETWORK OR COMPANY VISITED YOUR PAGE? And then change my name back and ask myself if I should change it again?

I'll discuss this another time.

On a more positive note I had an awesome group meeting today we created a Payment for Ecosystem Services program. Now all we have to do is present it to the Gov'nor and/or his staff.

Stay bubbly,

TYB

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