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        I went to the pool today to meet up with a close friend who I haven't laid eyes on since 2011! It was fun plus I guzzled up a lot of chlorinated water while she tried to teach me how to float let alone swim.

        The friend who's email was used to scam me mass emailed a letter telling everyone the previous letter was a scam.

        I found a lost phone and tried to get it back to the owner. but because it wasn't first on my list of priorities, I got and earful of crapitude from the person I called from the lost phone. I had to use my phone to call one of the contacts from the phone because it was a prepaid phone. then the lady I called (wifey emily) started blowing up my phone saying I better return the phone and how she doesn't want to involve the cops and how the owner really needs that phone. I replied saying if I was really planning on stealing the phone I would not have called her from my own Cell phone,  I had more important things to do besides return a lost phone, and that the phone was returned. Then she texted back how she did not need my reply.... Excuse me! Did I need your attitude on my phone screen earlier? I texted her that perhaps I should have left the phone get run over where it was in the parking lot,or better yet stolen, like my mothers phone was. I also told her not to reply then I deleted all traces of that ever happening well except the traces in my head. Those never disappear.

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