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Lee Hyun Jae

I would say I love him but I want to reserve such a word for things that I hold extremely dear or thing less transient. I really really like him because of his looks. I will admit my superficiality; I'm not afraid to say a few of my crushes were based on looks alone. The topic of crushes makes me wince. :/
So I really really like Hyun Jae, but I can't help but say he has only a few faces. I've been looking for a picture of him to replace the one of G-Dragon as my screensaver and the pictures of him all look the same. Its like he keeps playing it safe and is afraid to change. (I feel like a judge from ANTM.) I mean the pictures are all beautiful, but they don't really differ in facial emotions. It was really hard picking between which picture to use because they all look the same. Is he new to the K-wave scene? Is that why his pictures are not diversified? I saved a lot to my phone. And then by process of elimination I chose the funnest face he'd made and then added some effects and filters on it. The really colorful one is what I look at now when ever I unlock my phone. I even cleared out my apps so I could fully see that gorgeous face! I also really like the one where he looks pissed but I wouldn't want to stare at his mad face continuously unless I was fail in a class and his face would be that of disapproval.

So I went to church today and these two cutie brothers that never really gave me the time of the day where all hi and asking to know my name. It felt good that I was getting some attention. They usually ignored me and hung into my brother for dear life. They did that today too, but they also realized that I existed. They kind of gravitated more to me when they realized I could give them things my brother couldn't. I could give them candy and gum! Lol! That's the younger brother forever attached to my brother.

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