The Young Bubble

So my sis sent me to the basement storage and I happened to set my eyes on a length of telephone wire. I took it as a sign I should DIY!

It was totes on whim. It's nice not having to go to the supply store. Grab some chunky chain, a rope and get wiggy with it.

Heyyy....         I feel so sour..., ill at ease..., sad, full of wanting but no means of getting.   I leave my house to go to a friends because its better there, more friendly. family is friendlier happier, smiling-ier. but its so sad when i'm there because I know that my house will still be messed up when I get back home and I added to the mess by leaving. So, I came back home and I want to make things better but I don't know how. I don't want o become a door mat but then again I don't want to be sloth or even worse a burden.         Its times like this that I truly miss and my childhood and innocence and naivete and especially the ignorance. I would be more worried about the doll I wanted to get as a gift not how I was going to pay for my education. I would feel guilty for the much simpler and physical, like stealing meat from a pot, or breaking one   ten too many dishes and then throwing them into ne...

coconut oil (for my hair to grow long and strong) cotton balls (for me to use while treating my face to get rid of acne) nail strengthener (for my nails to grow strong and healthy) glasses (so I can switch up my look once in a while) Fairy tale wishlist long hair even clear skin no hair on my legs reduced lower lip Covetously yours,                       TYB

There are plenty of fish in the sea. But no matter how many fish you catch, the one that got away will always seem more desirable. That is until someone else catches it, has it for dinner and gets sick because that fish was loaded with mercury. I thought of this after watching Ondine this morning. Yours creatively, TYB

I grew a spine and regenerated some guts. I just got rejected by soccer hunk. lol it's not as painful as I expected. Guess its 'cuase I was just misunderstanding a situation and I nipped it in the bud earlier rather than two years later. One small step for awkward girls everywhere and a big step up for me, TYB. It's good to be free. Now I can move freely and not have a bazillion thoughts going on in my head about the nonexistent. Why wasn't I like this during secondary school. Disappointed yet unencumbered-ly yours, TYB

        Painting my friends room means my bucket list is one item shorter! I helped my friend (Beauty Mogul) paint her room. It was fun and I was driven.         I got home... and then I had a bubble pop pop pop.... I need to be a better relative before I try to be a great friend. ponderingly and guiltily yours,                                    TYB

        I went to the pool today to meet up with a close friend who I haven't laid eyes on since 2011! It was fun plus I guzzled up a lot of chlorinated water while she tried to teach me how to float let alone swim.         The friend who's email was used to scam me mass emailed a letter telling everyone the previous letter was a scam.         I found a lost phone and tried to get it back to the owner. but because it wasn't first on my list of priorities, I got and earful of crapitude from the person I called from the lost phone. I had to use my phone to call one of the contacts from the phone because it was a prepaid phone. then the lady I called (wifey emily) started blowing up my phone saying I better return the phone and how she doesn't want to involve the cops and how the owner really needs that phone. I replied saying if I was really planning on ste...

So I hot this letter from a friends email address today: Hi, I'm writing this with tears in my eyes,my family and I came down here to London, United Kingdom for a short vacation. unfortunately,we were mugged at the park of the hotel where we stayed,all cash and credit card were stolen off us but luckily for us we still have our passports with us. We've been to the Embassy and the Police here but they're not helping issues at all and our flight leaves in few hours from now but we're having problems settling the hotel bills and the hotel manager won't let us leave until we settle the bills. Well I really need your financial assistance..Please, let me know if you can help us out? Am freaked out at the moment!! [my friends name] I imagined myself in such a situation and emailed that I could send $100. Then the scammer emailed me the following: Glad you replied back to my email..I have nothing left on me and I'm grateful to God that i still have my life a...

I just want to say all these athletes have an incredible amount of strength and power in their muscles. As they compete for the gold I can't help but find them beautiful. I find myself cheering for everyone, ( sorry America, I guess I'm not a true patriot). Especially for the female gymnasts from Russia. I feel like I could feel her hurt. But Gabby Douglas was amazing! I don't mean to go back to the race thing again but I'm very glad to see a black person participating in a sport that requires agility, flexibility and grace. Most of the individual's that publicly participate in such sports are usually petite and have thinner profiles. Phelps wins his second-to-last Olympic competition ever! He says this is his last time as an Olympic competitor.

Watched it with the girlfriends! It was fun! The characters are dynamic although there are some that are static. Around the climax there's a character who you will absolutely despise. I still did not forgive him at the end even though many in the movie did forgive him.

I talked to my yeo dongsaeng today. She's fun. My male dongsaengs are computer nerds. My noonas are completely in googoo gaga mode. Talking to them makes me feel like I'm missing something in my life. My eomma isn't so pleasant to be around. We aren't on good terms but I'm working on it. My halmeoni is a bit blank. She stares off into space sometimes. It's even weirder when she stares at me continuously. But that's family. The below picture is of my blood dongsaeng sleeping in the fetal position. He's cute when he's not being annoying. I want to turn him into a ladies man. Lol! But first, I want him to take the SAT!

I'm like a flower in the Sahara Hard in harsh conditions I can't be soft when conditions are so hard The winds would break me I keep to myself in dry conditions I can't open up when conditions are so arid The sun would evaporate me Not to speak of the thirsty animals that lurk about looking for any source of water They would suck me dry and use me to salve their blisters But I am hard and tightly closed They won't suspect that I hold water They won't take advantage of me I'm not saying I prefer to be hard and closed If spring where to visit the Sahara, I would bloom soft open flowers and allow myself to away with the gentle winds while I absorbed the suns adoring rays of light I am waiting for the spring

Hi, you I feel, I think, I consider, I love, I hate, I hurt, I want comfort. But all of that stays on the inside. The doorway to the outside only allows for little to escape to the outside. I feel like a laptop that is running with obstructed air vents. I overheat but still no way for me to release the heat. My mouth seems so heavy. It's hard to to ask the other objects around me if they can help me. I don't want them to be moved from from their place of comfort. I don't want to be a burden. I don't want to be judged for having over heated in the first place. It's hard for the heat get out but it's do easy for it to come in. I know I'm burning up. Soon I'll combust. I'll be ashes. So I'm trying to seal the heat away and I have. I built up an incredibly thick layer of ice around my hard drive. I'm cold to the touch. The objects around me that have been around me since I got manufactured and shipped to this room get frost bitten. But then new ...

I cant  go into story mode. I'm just going to give it to you straight. So on Thursday I went by my university to enroll onto a tuition payment plan, and then it as it turns out I didn't have to! The government had me completely covered. No cent of  mine or my family's is going toward my tuition this year. Of course there's still the issue of book but i'm not gonna sweat it. Then later on that I went to my friends's house for the first time and hung out with them. together we made dumplings which were not so tasty at the beginning but got there eventually. On Saturday, I went to Agape Ministries headquarters in Elkridge, Maryland and worked on an art install. It was pretty cool, sadly I have not a picture to show you. I do not know why it did not occur to me to take a picture! But the whole day was so nice(overall)! I tried the Magnum vanilla ice cream which was nothing short of  scintillating. Sunday started off not so hot. When I told my...

Hi, I am really down trodden right now. Every time I come home from Mommy Pam and enter my room, I feel like a big mosquito is on my back sucking all my blood away. Sometimes I just close the door and walk away and forget that it looks that way. I've been doing that for quite a while. And it seems to work but deep down I know the mosquito is still sucking my blood. And soon the mosquito will drain me and then I'll clean up all the puddles and dirty bodies of water that attract and breed the mosquitoes. But then, my fellow in habitants won't watch their habits and they'll leave containers about and rain will fall and they won't think to use the water right away or get rid of the standing water. The will leave it and leave it and walk by it everyday. Even though I have instructed them and asked them to please not leave water standing in the open for more than a day because the mosquitoes will use it as their breeding ground. I have shown them by example what a mosqui...

The manga is good couldn't put it down. Finishing volume 13 today! Next vol, where are you?!!!

I want to do some 10:10 Red Sun on somebody like KKJ did on Da Ran Yours wishfully - T.Y.B

I'm in Odenton again! And I am so apprehensive about Soccer Hunk. I need to breathe and be confident. I kinda asked him out and he didn't reply to the text so I'm pretending I never sent any such texts such as "(day of the week)?" after asking him if he wanted to listen kpop for the first time. I need to just cheel.

        I am going to start a business selling the things I create. People have really been complementing the bracelets I've been making.  I see  the things  online, even in some stores, and some expensive brands and I cannot help but feel I could make those things myself! So why not! and if I can get some revenue along the way, so be it! I am going to get one of my tech savvy friends to make my logo for me. I already have it,I just need someone to do it on Adobe Photoshop. I'll probably end up doing it myself though. I kinda worked with Adobe before. I just want a more skilled hand, you know.         Remember how I said there was promise of a...<3? Well, I went to grab a bite and was really nervous and shiz cause it was really the first time I'd gone somewhere alone with a guy my age who I was actually attracted to somehow. He had changed in the right ways. I mean physically (cause its not like I can deduce mental and ide...